Before I Forget

Falling into the that beautiful thing called love (Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.)

Atrraction, Flirtation, Euphoria, Doubt, THE TRUTH (Also known as the whole big whooperdoodle, or, the most important part of this whole sloppy, thrilling, infuriating, marvellous experience.)

.....So this is love. As wonderous and scary and fabulous as it can be. It may have started with mere attraction, but where it's ended up is somewhere deeper and truer and endlessly more fulfilling.

And despite yourself, you will have learned a little something along the way. That euphoria doesn't have to be fleeting. That love can survive doubt. That a joyful instinct should never be repressed.

And so you throw yourself into love... headfirst.

Never stop falling in love.

Galaxy

My friend went clubbing last night. I phoned her and all I got was "it was awesome!", "Ayesha got off with someone!", "I danced with every guy there!". I spent my day at a bakery. I spent last night painting. Before speaking to that friend, I called my old friend Amber. She told me that she spent the other day in someone's house that she didn't know with a bunch of stoned guys. I thought 'Wow, I spent that evening walking the dog with my boyfriend."

It's not that I don't enjoy painting and bakeries and dog walks. It's just compared to their nights out, I feel like mine are lacking something. Excitement? Maybe it's just that I've matured differently from all of them. Maybe my idea of excitement is a lot different from theres. Because I don't have such huge nights out, when I do go out I enjoy it so much more. Like for example I almost died of aghhhness (there is no other way to describe it, but just know that it is a positive thing) when me and Tamara went to the Elliot Minor gig. If I went out every night like that I'm sure the experience wouldn't have been half as amazing as it was.

So basically this blog post was to comfort myself, because sometimes it needs doing and I'm the only one who can manage it.